It’s Thursday, July 21st 2011 but this will be posted later on because I’m still playing with post queues. If things go according to plan, I’ll be in La Jolla chilling with my roomie when this is posted! So excitezzzz! La Jolla and the people there really have become my escape.

I’m currently Skyping with S-Teez’s cousin from Viet Nam and it’s pretty darn cool. A couple hours ago I was hating school but now I’m talking to a girl that’s trying to get a better education, even if it means leaving her family and traveling to a whole new country! Sometimes I wish I had that kind of drive when it came to my education…

I hate myself when a scary thought comes to mind and won’t leave!

My moral compass spins but lately it has a lot more than usual. There are some situations where even my long affirmed beliefs have trouble getting out of the gray area. I’m not sure if it’s better for me to be more “chill” or to be more black-and-white with my decisions. I’m not pregnant, addicted to illegal substances, or dead so…I guess I’m okay for now.

“How often do we forgive people out of the fear of losing them, even though they don’t deserve our forgiveness?” Great question, my dear Watson…I STILL FUCKING MISS THAT DOUCHE BAG!

I hate not having a job. I’m no where close to making millions but at least I had some spending power! I hate having to be cautious about spending and I hate it even more when it’s not with money I earned. It’s not the same spending my parents’ money anymore. I can’t wait to go back to San Diego and have my job.

I delete people from Facebook for various reasons. The primary reason has been because I know I should just be staying away from the person. The intention is never to burn bridges with the person. The idea of burning bridges with people forever saddens me.

If I ever find myself living on my own, I think I’d want a big dog. Recently I said I wanted a wiener dog for its awkward yet cute proportions but this picture changed my mind. Big dog it is!