I’m officially down to five days left of my summer class! Math has never been my thing and taking a sped up version of this course during the summer, immediately after my regular school year too, is most definitely not the bid’nez. Yeah, I’ve been counting down since day one. At least now it’s more rational to do so.

When people ask how I know a person and I say “I went to high school with him/her,” I start thinking back to high school days and I feel like an old geezer. The same goes when I pass by the campus or see young’ns wearing Westminster sports gear. Good times, good times. I can’t wait until my youngest sister starts high school in September!

^I guess you can’t really say that we’re homies then. It’s not because I don’t understand what you’re going through, it’s not because I’m not aware, it’s because I can’t say that I sincerely want to help you. Not only did you not take me seriously when I was in your situation, you brushed me off like I wasn’t hurting. If anything, I think my reaction, which was the same as yours right now, was more justified. It upsets me that I feel this way but I’d probably explode with my own emotions on you. Really, I think it’s delayed anger. Hope you figure things out.

I love coming out of the shower and finding that my tan lines weren’t just dirt. One of my favorite feelings EVER!

Every time I notice my anklet, I remember the morning my mom tried to tell me to be careful because it can be gang affiliated and I may not even realize it. It’s a hemp braid Jazzy-J made me from materials that can be found at any craft store…I wonder if she would question me if I came home with arms covered in candy…

I love our talk-about-anything-and-everything hangout’s! I like us. I can’t wait to write each other letters and EXPECT FALSE EYELASHES IN MY CARE PACKAGES, S-TEEZ!

You’re actually pretty mean. I don’t think I’m nearly as mean to you. I might just be PMSing but I really have lost respect for you for awhile now.

I’ve been buying random stuff for my apartment next year. I absolutely cannot wait to go back to my own space, away from my parents’ ridiculous rules. Come September, I’ll be able to go to church when I want and work the oddest hours possible so I can work AND study. OOOH, SO BAD! Fuck your rules, mom and dad. I think you’re just not okay with your first child transitioning into adulthood and doing it my own way. You think wanting to work and go to school at the same time is bad? Wait until I tell you about my ink and how long I actually dated Shawty!

Nope, I think I’m over you already. Your bod is great, no lie, but I’ve always needed a more teddy bear-shaped kind of boy anyway. Stay sexy, see you in September.

I’m scared of spiders and snakes. Spiders have many legs while snakes have no legs. No, not being able to like one extreme over the other doesn’t imply I have commitment issues. What kind of psychology classes are you taking? Getting nervous/scared when my relationships show signs of exclusivity means I have commitment issues. And you don’t understand why I don’t vent to you…