GRAUDIUM, ADEO MIHI
MERRY CHERRY

Only a few more hours until I have to leave to return back to school/vacation! Surprisingly, I still really like being at school. I thought this high would be over by now. Ironically, I’m still very excited to return to my pothead school. Hope this feeling sticks around for awhile longer.

Naked with my glasses on

Top: Two weeks at school, sad due to deprivation of sriracha sauce and unsure of when I could get legit Asian food again.
Bottom: Home for the first time since break with sriracha sauce, new Ray Bans, new brushes to use my Urban Decay Naked palette with (Thanks, Michelle Cao for ordering with me!), and the new clothes I forgot to pack with me. Hap hap.

Sure I can download music while I’m home but I’ve really been streaming mixes lately. My latest favorite and the only name I can remember is DJ Private Ryan, a DJ from Trinidad that my roomie introduced me to. I like that he uses only the “good” parts of songs, his mixes go on for hours, and includes Trinny music in his mainstream mixes. I’ve always been those people who constantly change the song mid-song so his mixes are perfect!

Oz! It gives me an excuse to dress up and have a getting ready party with the suitemates!!! We’re going to look out of this world, Star Wars; even if I’m going alone like Han, Solo. However, that means I’ll be missing the SNL episode featuring Nicki Minaj. RAH RAH, I’M A DUNGEON DRAGON!

Daddy

I think daddy and I look pretty snazzy with our new frames. I wish I would have gotten bigger ones though…This is what I get for blindly ordering glasses online! HA! Blindly…

After my recent talk with JChae, I was reminded of what I really want for myself after this struggle to finish school and land a stable job. I always say that marriage is too hard, I’m too impatient to have children, I want a mansion with cars parked in front for my chauffeur to drive me around in, etc. but it’s just the life that I’d pursue if I don’t get what I really want: a loving family to come home to every evening. Seriously, they don’t even have to be inside a mansion for me to come home to them. I think I’ve just been discouraged from all of that because I haven’t had a romance in awhile to believe that is all possible for me. The last one gave me a little hope but shit happens and lately I’ve been feeling rather lonely. Thank God my roomies are DTS and I have my pillow pet now. 

I just checked my accounts and boy, I’ve been spending way too much. This whole minimum wage stuff sucks. Checking my accounts and always being unsure of what to expect is horrible! There’s my motivation to graduate and find a good job.

“All I do is win…” I hate that song now. Jazzy-J made it her alarm song and I cringe a little bit every time I hear it. I think I’m going to make it my alarm soon.